METATRIXX
METATRIXX

Meta-trixx - This is not a ritual 


audio journey - performance at LenteKabinet Amsterdam 2022

Metatrixx full text - Lente Kabinet 2022

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This is not a ritual 

It is a game

Life is not a law 

It is a game 

Let’s play

 

We move through a simulation - a hyper-reality made of symbols and signs that become the truth itself. By embracing the plasticity of the simulation is the only way to surrender to the evolution of human consciousness. With mesmerising games of pretend is how we transcend the simulation - at the mercy of Maya, a veil of divine energies, we are all trixters.

 

To be is to deceive 

To love is to deceive 

To live is to deceive 

To do is to deceive 

To move is to deceive

All we do is to deceive

All we see is to deceive

 

This is not a ritual 

It is a game

Life is not a law 

It is a game. 

Let’s play

 

Eyes on me 

I’m a meta-trickster 

I promise to always mislead you 

And show you only what’s made belief 

I promise I will play games with you 

Because in the nature of all play

is the most sincere love 

 

The edges of reality stretch 

Plastic 

I come from the past 

But this is not the present 

I embody the future

In the now 

And yet I’m not right here 

My body transcends organic

Yet is not synthetic

A single entity living its duality 

I am all and nothing at once

We play a game 

This game has no rules 

It is 

Who am I

 

To awaken the trixxster consciousness we have to cleanse our mind of fixed meanings and one-sided attachments to the prevailing systems -

Learn that - What you see is not real, what you feel is not real, what you think is not yours

this is indeed something else entirely

All around you contains the meaning you assigned to it

The world stripped of this meaning - Is a different world

So why u looking so serious?

 

This is not a ritual 

It is a game

Life is not a law 

It is a game

Let’s play

 

All around us, nature patterns, are a game of deceit. According to Alan Watts, games of pretend are like divine wisdom, for they are played for the sole purpose itself - to be played. A trixxter that persist in his folly will become wise. Playing game of pretend is our path to transcend the simulation. According to Jung - following our ego, and its ridiculous meaning making, it will transcend itself. 

 

I found my relief from trying to escape this simulation, as the only way out is in - only by embracing the enchanting games of pretend is how we transcend the simulation - 

At the mercy of Maya, a veil of divine energies, we are all Trixxters 

 

To be is to deceive  

To love is to deceive 

To live is to deceive 

To do is to deceive 

To move is to deceive

All we do is to deceive

All we see is to deceive

 

Now with a cleansed mind, begin observing your environment afresh. No longer containing meaning. begin to mimic it. You might notice where you have deceived yourself with overly identifying with one side. According to Alan Watts, games of pretend are like divine wisdom, for they are played for the sole purpose itself - to be played. 

 

Therefore - I deceive - I play I live in Maya

There is something magical about producing a likeness of something - I move to deceive and pretend and mimic the nature around me - synthetic, fake, plastic, simulated, botched up, 3D, bodies. 

 

James Frazer, in The Golden Bough (1995), refers to as ‘sympathetic magic’ or the Law of Similarity: the belief that there is a deep connection or ‘secret sympathy’ between things that are alike, and that the image of a thing can therefore wield power or influence over the thing itself. Sympathetic magic takes numerous forms in the rituals, ceremonies, images and objects of different cultures across time and throughout human history. 

one believes at some level that the likeness of a thing holds some kind of connection to and power over the thing it represents.

 

To be is to deceive 

To love is to deceive 

I move to deceive 

I live to deceive

I do to deceive

All i want is to be deceived

All i want is to 

 

Trickery, and deceit, is necessary craft in healing - 

Games and tricks have the central importance in transcendence - in zen - in rituality - we play games with each other - in psychotherapy we use self-deception mind tricks to trick patients our of old outdated patterns, and shamanism uses trickery to impress the patient for placebo effect - to leap into the unknown and shake out of stagnation and show biases.

In magic you use The law of similarity is - the belief that the likeness of a thing holds some kind of connection to and power over the thing it represents. So I camouflage, i move to deceive, I move to transcend the simulation.

 

Transcend the simulation.

Transcend the simulation.

 

Humans - we want to be swooned, hypnotised, idealised. We carry inherent desire to be deceived. According to Robert Greene, where we want the most, this is where we are most vulnerable to deception. We tend to turn a blind eye to whatever contradicts our desire or understanding of integrity. Our ignorance leads to hurt, our biases to pain, and we assign blame and surrender to victimhood. 

 

Everyone has en element of duplicity in them 

Everyone plays tricks 

We all lie and pretend 

Life is a drama and drama is an act it’s a deception 

 

This is a hoax! This is a performance! 

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I use elements of rituality, but this is not a ritual. 

I wear clothing designs inspired by rituality but this is not a ritual.

 

This is not a medicine bag - It is a metatrixx brand

This is not a ritual coat - it is a metatrixx brand

This is not a ritual circle -  it is a rave with sixren music

 

Lets play -

Lets play -

 

And let me trick you 

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MetaTrixxster song

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We all seek to be deceived 

And we shall trick each other 

Because the multiplicity of natural forms  

is like a game, and game is like divine wisdom

It’s played for the sole purpose of playing 

The Purest in intention

 

I promise to always mislead you 

And show you only what’s made belief 

I promise I will play games with you 

Because In the nature of all play, 

is the most sincere love. 

 

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Make the fiction real 

You know this can’t be real 

Only that can make you feel 

Such a damn thrill 

 

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Eyes on me I’m avatar but ain’t playing game 

See me wearing mugler tryna copying body frame 

rendering  your 3D  frame bask in cyber fame

Speak double with a single tongue how I trick you

I been chosen im a symbol - I’m not here to save you 

 

messages not hidden don’t reverse my speech 

I don’t need to be allowed they know I’m siren 

Moving to the side see me coming on horizon

Here we meet and flesh and I give you cyborgasm

 

Multilayered they can’t stop me how I raceeee

Change my shape every two days 

Never Leave no trace no 

(What am I )

 

multiply I merge and I plug in like I’m indigo

Synergize I purge and make em fall like ey domino 

Alchemize I surge and I crush em like Im calypso 

What am I 

What am I 

 

My oral vivid like my aural colors body wicked 

I ain’t boay keeping you afloat I’m femme exhibit 

Metahuman and My name become their mantra 

Yeah They wanna fuck I say I do it tantra 

 

Truly double faced he just a replica 

Made of all that cream that’s synthetica

 

Cest ci nest pas un pipe

 

Dis optic illusion - how I twist and bend like that 

Reality in fusion watch it blast it down infact 

Do my dance see me bend like that 

Like that - just like that 

 

First I was a bird in a simulation 

Holographic fur why I need no transportation 

Then I was a lion and I hacked gene mutation  

action femme with drones flying  they inform 

Whispers in this hybrid soil stand on i transform

What am I 

 

Do this pussy like we in that cyborg manifesto 

Metro pulling up it be scaring on d synth crow

Yin yang aura I’m a cy force in d flow 

First I was a rainbow with a dark on meta glow 

Donna harrAway try keeping on my tempo

multiply I merge and I plug im like indigo

What am I 

What am I 

 

( Trickster )

 

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Serpent song

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Serpent is a woman 

Back and forth from the darkness 

Protect this architecture 

 

Walked a million miles 

Gone to many places 

Shed so many skins 

Been too many faces 

Seen the bloody traces 

 

Back and forth from the darkness 

 

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Throwing myself in the circle and pursue d prey 

Hypnotising you in circles go behave the way i say 

you in a snake pit 

No you can’t resist the bait 

snake pattern on my bod - vision be X-ray 

End up in my rib cage know I’m cutthroat 

In waist coat 

feed me poison too long got the antidote

I float 

Like an angel but dis fangs long 

 

Make em chase their tails so they can never betray 

Give em fever Rush cray 

Thats exactly what they crave 

Circling in a loop and forgetting what they say

Not today 

I’m impatient get before delay

 

Be digesting that ain’t no faul play 

More toxic is my food 

More pregnant with success 

Go measure how it weight 

Cuz it’s your due day!

 

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Heard a snake hiss venomous

Feel me on these dark premises 

I appear out the darkness 

My power be so limitless Baroness 

Move in serpentines pythoness

Move in circles wide villainess 

Moves wave wavy on the precipice 

Snake hiss love the nemesis

You know I got deadly poison that’s the 

medicine 

Move in serpentines 

Grand circles got a grand influence  

Hypnotize in loop elegant   

In her time imperative 

Feeding of their green envious 

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Ovulating 

Fertilize my eggs with your hate 

Turn them into mini mes and I’m gonna make you wait 

Pregnant with success listen let me tell your fate 

Slither in ur ear hearing 

Loud how your vein pulsate 

Split tongue 

Split dress 

Now he tryna Split me 

Coming near - don’t dear 

Cuz it getting late 

Serpent wrap around 

Till you can’t breathe no more 

 

Born with the knowledge comes from deep inner source 

Untamable hunter I’m Always on the right course 

Rush when I enter 

I’m chosen I’m guided 

I’m all that you can’t be

A serpent I’m force 

 

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Serpent 

Back and forth from the darkness 


 

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Singularity song

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Sin sin sin sin singularity 

Sin sin sin sin singularity 

Sin sin sin sin singularity 

Sin sin sin sin singularity 


 

words be wands they go hex so move along 

Where u from - From the voids of sun 

Yeah go figure Tom 

Drones to my left and right now they coming whoo

clones balenciaga silicone organic caaa 

They go Gaga like their aura be chromatica 

 

real steel iron soldier fuck it like a clone 

Body mega toned like a megatron 

so dom

Lemme polish down make it shine real chrome 

Watch I just 

Strip it down Strip it - to the bone 

thick chrome 

Love a real tron

Make me ride on till dawn 

Make me arch back like a metal dome 

Oeeffff

make it cream - foam 

Choke n flip strip it down low  

Only shining raw steel put me in d zone 

 

Cuz he love me in control ha

 

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Supernova on the move 

Endless fuel

Change your dna undo

Chemistry be heading 

Us to plan the wedding 

 

They Ecstatic I be seeing future in my rear view 

Speeding hunter 

See me in a chrome coupe 

Bing bang boo 

Blind me with the chaos  let us drive through 

I just wanna taste the moment i’m dissolving into

Cuz a moment feel forever I know what you want boo 

Me too 

Give you pass to this hourglass 

Pressure broke

Now we in dis a timeless mess 

 

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Yeah you 

Get me falling like im in a ravers trance 

No return nah don’t even glance 

steady on expand 

Cuz the Wheels fast we outruning futures tense 

No suspense 

Cuz I take my own 

give no second chance 

 

looking at no signs 

Drive it See I’m making air bend 

Real dense 

want it to make sense 

Nah No thanks 

Expand expand expand 

Till you’re all and nothing 

singularity is grand 



 

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Outro

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